In the end, it does not matter whether I win/lose it really has been about the process and what I have learned. I have really prayed that if this is something God wants for me then He will guide my steps and lead hearts to vote. Of course, now that I have seen some of the videos of other contestants I feel embarrassed or like "I am totally not good enough for this" or "my video is not creative enough." Etc. Etc. Etc. NOT GOOD ENOUGH is a lie I have listened to in my head for a long, long time and even though God has healed so much of this and I have learned to not listen to those type of lies, I still fall into bad habits.
In closing, I will mention an atta girl!
I am proud of myself for stepping in front of a camera, writing a script for the video, and following it through to the end.
I will close with my little inspiration!
Mmmm pumpkin!
1 comment:
I'm proud of you too!!!
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